Fix me please, somebody?

Seriously, just WTF is so farking wrong wif u n ur clan?

Sheer madness.

Well, at least u noe now that the feeling is mutual too.

Cumon', get a life.

My last word to u: To Hell With U.

Yes, let's so steer clear of each others' path, NEVER EVER to cross again. GREAT.

Edited as of 1.33am: Chill, Chill, Chill ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Being a very "Birthday Person", i was completely delighted to have 2 bdae cakes in a day! Whoopie!!!

The 1st celebration was wif all the Sept babies in my branch, and the 2nd was a surprise celebration wif my beloved teammies! Well, the "surprise" wasnt really a surprise when i realised the peepz were kinda behaving in a highly suspicious manner abt today's dinner.

Evil Mojo delibrately lit 3 candles for mi! Tsk Tsk.

Harro!!!! I have yet to hit the Big 3 okiez!!! Booo!!

Mi n Lil Boi shared the cake as his bdae falls on 30th Sept. Blardy Hell..he insists he is 23, whereas I m 30 yrs old. Boooo Again!! My teammies are damn evil! *whines*

Nevertheless, thxs for the efforts! =)

I noe this may sounds juvenile..but I love having bdae cakes, cos it means I can make bdae wishes. N this chance oni comes upon once a yr. No doubt I have been making the same wish for the past few yrs, and they seemingly did not come true, yet, I still believe in making bdae wishes. Yes, it will all come true someday, won't they?

Oh wells, even if it doesnt comes true, eh, let's hope it won't deviate too much k? Heez.

Counting down to my bdae! Yeah!

Everytink just doesnt seems to be in order, or in place.

The state of mind is in a mess. To top it all, the state of LIFE is in an even worse mess.

Seriously, just wtf is wrong???

Thank God for the TCC session wif the peepz aft wk earlier. At least the crappy jokes and mindless chatter did lift up my spirits a lil. N oh, fyi, i finished wk at 9.30pm tdy. Hur Hur.

Wk these days is absolute hell. For the 1st time in such a long while, I feel completely swarmed and overwhelmed. Infact, swarmed and overwhelmed is an understatement.

I can feel myself being smothered and suffocated every freaking day.. N the intensity level of these feelings is rising rapidly.

And so..

Like my current msn nick..this is till date the best remedy i can tink for myself:

"Don't Bend, Don't Break, Don't Look Back. Brace Yourself. Yeah baby, brace yourself. "

Let's see hw gd Im at mind-fucking.

Enuff' said.

Pearl Jam - Last Kiss

It's really high time that I ought to STOP PROCRASTINATING and steer towards some constructive changes, be it in whichever directions.

Fuck! Just when will I start to grow up??

Uber upset wif myself.

I nv noe the soft-approach posed such a powerful impact on me..Sighz...

Feeling just a tad emo tdy... =(

I have the most fantastic company which i so heartz..Lp, Jl, Ber n Buddy. N buddy brought along a fren who is a magician, who totally amazes us wif his antics. He told us the highest level of magic is when u can hypnotise the audience, just like David Copperfield who is an extremely great illusionist. Oh Boy! I tink he has completely manage to mind-fuck all of us. We were simply gasping in awe when he was doing his tricks / magic. I forgot the number of times when JL exclaimed the phrase "Fucking Coolz". Lol

N of cos, the nite wouldnt be complete wif beer n wine. The LOML. This time round, I am perfectly pleased wif my choice of wine. =)

Since they do not have my fav Stella Artois, i can oni opt for the next fav beer on my list - Hoegarden.

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Hmm, it doesnt seems too bad to die frm over-indulging in one of the loves of my life rite? Then again, on 2nd tots, i guess 11 bottles of Hoegarden wun have the ability to kill mi. I will most prob end up puking like crazi oni. Oh, that may jolly well results in my untimely death though. Lol.

Edited as of 1.02am: Totally irrelevant to the above post. But just tot of seeking a channel to vent my frustrations, so here i am. Just sent a not-so-nice sms to blast someone. Admittedly, i feel the sms is pretty harsh. However, i tink the person has completely exceeded my tolerance level and the earlier convo simply rubbed off the wrong side of mi, very badly as a matter-of-fact. Urghh!

Seriously, life has been pretty much the same lately, notink eventful to speak of. But nope, im not complaining. For simplicity is BLISS. N u have no idea hw much i cherish that.

Well, perhaps technically, sumtink did happened. Nevertheless, since it's all passe, it became no longer noteworthy anymore. N that's gd too.

Oki, i decided to bore everyone wif a snapshot of my not-too-happening long wkend. Haha.

Hmm..let's see..

Fri nite was spent at Bliss wif the ofc peepz. I reckon i dun have to repeat for the Nth time hw much i heartz dat place. Haha. N it's not ezi getting the peepz there k?! In Mojo's words..that part of the island is totally out of the way for the West-siders. Becos most of my beloved peepz are residing in the West, bobian, their views always supercede mine. I have to pester them (literally) with considerable efforts b4 i manage to get the entourage there! =p

But the visit was quite a disappointment dat nite. Main reason for wanting to go there is due to the wine. Unfortunately, the wine we ordered dat nite din go dwn too well wif my tastebuds. =(

N becos Yours Truly has been living in poverty lately, (Yes, i have been living from hand to mouth!!!) I had opted to stay indoors on Sat. But a call frm Mojo to play mj in the eve changed the entire plan. Wooh! N it's pretty worthwhile gg out. Moi netted a small win of $20. Heez.

Come Sun, I actually went to the NDP!! Haha, more abt that in a moment..

Finally, Mon was entirely a "gourmet" day. Dad brought mi to take crocodile meat in the aft

Uh huh..C.R.O.C.O.D.I.L.E!!! Siao liao, i better halt all plans to places that rears crocodiles. Be it locally such as the zoo or overseas destinations. I cant help but have this secret fear that they may just gobble mi up the moment they sense my presence, cos i too, had eaten up their fellow kind!! Worrying sia...

For dinner, we were somewhat "conned" by JL to have crabs at Little Red House in ECP. Freaking expensive can anot?! N as mentioned, i am a pauper currently. Till now, i can vividly recall the "shattering" sound of my heart when the bill came. Jitao got the "crank, crank, crank" sound lor...Heartbreak leads to heartpain. But wells, we always say, "It's the companions that matter rite?"

So, hw was ur long wkend? =)

NDP 2009

Most of my frens were surprised when they knew I was gg for NDP. Honestly, im equally surprised by myself as well. Haha.

Frens who noe mi well will noe Im never into such events. As a matter of fact, i cant even rem when was the last time i watch the NDP telecast. Besides, i had totally condemn NDP aft being a performer during my Pri Sch days. Hence, i can nv understand why pple are so hard-up n enthu abt NDP tixs.

But when Jason asked if i was keen as he had successfully manage to get hold of 2 tixs, i decided to accept the invite.

One reason is, I have nv been to the floating stage. Moreover, b4 i can condemn this new setting, i must personally experience it 1st rite? Lidat if i wana contd to chao gan NDP for the next decade, at least i got the legitimate basis to do dat, since i have "been there, done that" liao rite? Lol.

Nah..n reality..it's not too bad an exp! Much, much better than hw it was at the National Stadium back then.

The floating stage..

Thxs to Jason for the tix! =)

Yes! Happi NDP 2009!! Can u see the Flyer in the background? Niceeeee rite?

By now, it's no secret Im a camwhore..so the camwhoring contds..Haha. Moi with the floating stage in the background..

N the parade begins..

Haha, an obvious attempt to "flaunt" the diff weapons of the nation. But apparently, i heard frm Jason that we dun really have those state-of-the-art weapons. Oppz! I hope i wun get into trouble for saying this. Lol. Wells, it's just a passing remark lah. =p

To b honest, i tot it's pretty rude of mi to camwhore while the performance is taking place right b4 my eyes. But heck! Who cares??!! Lol.

Before the sunset..

As it gets darker into the nite..

Once again, can u spot the Flyer?

And becos i was so awestruck by the fireworks, i decided to focus on watching the display instead. Thus, no pics of the brilliant fireworks!

Okiez, dat's all. Time to TRY to sleep. Insomnia is a perpertual bugger.

No love lost, at long last...