Thxs to Dearest Sweet for the wonderful conversation this afternoon..It's been quite awhile since we last chatted for so long but once again, you proved yourself to be my all-time fav Sunshine Bear! I know i can always count on u during times of self-doubt or despair, so u better dun let mi down on X'mas eve huhz..IM DEAD SERIOUS hor. hehe.

N beocs of ur enlightening advice, i decided that even indulging in the fanasty world of drama n movies is far more better than pursuing the meaningless n impossible happiness in the harsh reality. Yes, it can be impractical n silly to seek solace in an non-exisisting realm, but at least that's a world which fairytales come alive. There shall be no pain, no heartache, no dilemma. I can just continue to bask in sweetness for as long as i like, feeling love is in the air all the time.

So for now, it's back to my Why Why Love again. Awaiting the arrival of my #10 guy!

Someday, somehow..dreams will come true. For the world is divided into equal nos of men n women during the time of creation. Everyone is destined to be pair up with another, that explains the saying of "The Perfect Half". It's just a matter of time b4 your perfect half seeks u out in this big, wide world. Till then, you will know and cherish The One..the one and oni just for you..