Yeah,I noe I have repeated that same freaking tot in my mind for umpteen times. But, watever. I am so gona practise wat i preach.

Game's over. Period.

This is it. I am calling it quits, completely.

Argh! Not in the best of moods tdy! Must b the goddamn splitting headache that is screwing up my puny brain!

Mental note: Try to be nicer to A. NOT to be that nicey to B.

It's been a wonderful day. N these days, i dun take happiness for granted. Seriously. That, i will explain (probably) on another separate occassion.

As the car sped throughout the journey home, i could feel the adrenaline rush in mi, although strictly speaking, it could be the alcohol effects intoxicating mi. Haha.

That moment, i had this silly and foolish tot. Oh, extremely morbid as well.

What if the 3 of us crash n burn?

Ah, and i kinda reckon that it couldn't be too bad a thing.

Afterall, u can be sure that u have pple whom u know u can trust and depend on as companions in the netherworld.

Alrity, im FINE. Dat's just a tot. Tots dun kill, rite? Haha.

Anw, the gist of what im saying is, it's pure bliss to bask in companionship of pple whom u luv n care, and u noe, in turn, the feeling is mutual. The world is too much filled with hypocrisy that you lose your self-identity at times.

The world will love u if u conform, but then again, you realised..Everybody loves u but urself. Hur hur. Irony of life ya?

Hence, cheers to those whom u call true gems in life! Becos of u guys, im basking in bliss now. =)

N to our dear fren lying in hospital now, rest assured we will bring u to our new-found haunt k? Uber cool chill-out place.

Btw, i nv noe visiting patients in hosp can be so fun. We were camwhoring like nobody's biz. Yupz, camwhoring wif the patient, can u imagine that??? Lol.

P.S: That sms also brought a smile on my face. Today's joy; tomorrow's regret.

Fix me please, somebody?

Seriously, just WTF is so farking wrong wif u n ur clan?

Sheer madness.

Well, at least u noe now that the feeling is mutual too.

Cumon', get a life.

My last word to u: To Hell With U.

Yes, let's so steer clear of each others' path, NEVER EVER to cross again. GREAT.

Edited as of 1.33am: Chill, Chill, Chill ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Being a very "Birthday Person", i was completely delighted to have 2 bdae cakes in a day! Whoopie!!!

The 1st celebration was wif all the Sept babies in my branch, and the 2nd was a surprise celebration wif my beloved teammies! Well, the "surprise" wasnt really a surprise when i realised the peepz were kinda behaving in a highly suspicious manner abt today's dinner.

Evil Mojo delibrately lit 3 candles for mi! Tsk Tsk.

Harro!!!! I have yet to hit the Big 3 okiez!!! Booo!!

Mi n Lil Boi shared the cake as his bdae falls on 30th Sept. Blardy Hell..he insists he is 23, whereas I m 30 yrs old. Boooo Again!! My teammies are damn evil! *whines*

Nevertheless, thxs for the efforts! =)

I noe this may sounds juvenile..but I love having bdae cakes, cos it means I can make bdae wishes. N this chance oni comes upon once a yr. No doubt I have been making the same wish for the past few yrs, and they seemingly did not come true, yet, I still believe in making bdae wishes. Yes, it will all come true someday, won't they?

Oh wells, even if it doesnt comes true, eh, let's hope it won't deviate too much k? Heez.

Counting down to my bdae! Yeah!

Everytink just doesnt seems to be in order, or in place.

The state of mind is in a mess. To top it all, the state of LIFE is in an even worse mess.

Seriously, just wtf is wrong???

Thank God for the TCC session wif the peepz aft wk earlier. At least the crappy jokes and mindless chatter did lift up my spirits a lil. N oh, fyi, i finished wk at 9.30pm tdy. Hur Hur.

Wk these days is absolute hell. For the 1st time in such a long while, I feel completely swarmed and overwhelmed. Infact, swarmed and overwhelmed is an understatement.

I can feel myself being smothered and suffocated every freaking day.. N the intensity level of these feelings is rising rapidly.

And so..

Like my current msn nick..this is till date the best remedy i can tink for myself:

"Don't Bend, Don't Break, Don't Look Back. Brace Yourself. Yeah baby, brace yourself. "

Let's see hw gd Im at mind-fucking.

Enuff' said.

Pearl Jam - Last Kiss